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[16 Jun 2005|11:20am] |
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Ok so it's been a while but I have good news... in 9 days exactly I will be 21 and I seriously CANNOT EVEN WAIT!!!! I will be *HOME* from next Friday to Sunday, it will be a busy weekend! The place to be, however, is at my house on Saturday and everyone is welcome to come and bring me presents! I mean... come and party with the fam, you won't want to miss it because I sure as FUCK miss all of you! So, sorry for being off on my own planet for the past month or so, I've been busy with school and work which have both sucked real bad but SOON, I shall be home to shake my moneymaker all over hometown! Peace, love, and hope to see you there!!!
Big Tizzle with the dizzle ya heard?
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[10 Mar 2005|01:17pm] |
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Right so I just noticed that there's dog hair all up over my favorite black coat that I wear all the time. I don't even have a damn dog, why does this happen to me?? Haha, I feel that lately the question to ask isn't "why me?" but rather, "why NOT me?" because honestly, why not? Everything's going alright, the usual- school's ok, work sucks, boys are around to make you feel nice, they're more worried about twisted ass hair than they are about you... yeah everything is ABOUT normal, so why not throw in catching the flu? Just for fun, let's see what happens? I mean it's not like it's the optimal time for YOU to have it but it's been going around, it IS "FLU SEASON" ya know. It was just a matter of time before it found you and fed on all your energy sources, preventing you to eat a decent meal or go number two... infecting you for at least a week. After it's all over, you realize that the sickness has put you back in your studies so your grades suck, you are REALLY hungry, your tummy REALLY hurts because of the lack of pooping action and oh yeah, that day or two of work you've necessarily taken off have resulted in a monumental decrease in salary for the time being... and have you paid your last electric bill? probably not. Oh boo hoo, go throw yourself a pity party, people say, "you think you're the only one that gets sick?" I mean, NO, I'm not the ONLY one who gets sick EVER, but I'm the only one whose life I'm noticing it ruin, does that count for nothing? Obviously, this is you being selfish and mindful only of what goes on in your life, there are still starving children in Somalia, after all, what about them? Speaking of starving children, I saw this thing about Paris Hilton on VH1 or something, I really think she should start focusing more on not looking like such a trick ass bitch- the flu will probably get to her soon enough...
Good Christ so yeah, I've been battling the flu for a few days now and it's been sucking but I'm doing ok, I've had a slight change of plans for the next few weeks and totally apologize to anyone who might/will be affected by my slight schedule alteration... I will not be coming home for Easter weekend, I will be staying in the fiery pits of hell I mean here at school, I will miss you guys so much, I already do! I have no clue when we shall meet again, however, as long as I know that there is not set date needed to carry on friendship, I don't feel SO blue! I love you guys, hope everyone on break is having a lovely time and those of you who have yet to be on break, I hope it is merry and wonderful for you too!!!
Tanya
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Yeah you love it.
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[17 Feb 2005|01:08pm] |
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Ok, someone help. On Tuesday as I was heading back to my apartment from the gym my landlord stopped me and handed me two lease renewal packets, one for me and one for Ney. I thought to myslef, ok this is cool just read, sign, good for another year. Well I wish I could've gone past the "read" part without panic attacking. Robert the landlord decides to put in black and white that "tenants are renting the BEDROOM in which they live, NOT the apartment". This means that that mother fucker has free reign over our (or I guess HIS) living room and kitchen. He is allowed to enter upon any moment, no notice required. Um, OK, let's take a step or two back... so I'm only renting my bedroom huh? If my bedroom consists of less than 1/4 the size of the entire apartment... then why, may I ask, am I responsible for paying the full months' rent to utitilies being used that, by contract, are not mine? And WHY, may I also ask, do I NOT OWN the living room and kitchen of the apartment that I live in? OK, I have always had suspicions of Robert coming into our apartment uninvited, the fact that he put in the lease agreement now that he is allowed to just confirms my worst nightmare considering there are things within the walls of my living room not meant for the landlord's eyes to come across. And what if, for example, my car is out front and I have a delicious male guest visiting and Ney is out and I feel a sudden rush and urge to get it on in my living room on the couch... I hear a knock at the door and I was smart and locked it(I don't want anyone watching my show for FREE I mean come on now right?)and then the fucking landlord comes barreling through the door, after three knocks that were purposefully ignored, because he wants to change the air filter! Is that now ALLOWED? I mean, WHAT THE FUCK?? I feel betrayed and fucked and I know it's wrong to be acting out but I can't help that I've got something to "hide" in my apartment among other things, I mean I THOUGHT that I was the one living there for the first 6 fucking months. Atop everything, I felt that prior to moving in I had a relationship with Robert, he cared about our business then but NOW I feel like he doesn't like me at all but I hate him in return so what it is? I decided yesterday that I have two options, either quit smoking pot or find a new place of residence. Since my roommate and I are feeling extremely similarly about the situation, we jump on it immediately and start looking for a house we could possibly move into- no landlords allowed! Well, it was a great 5 second thought while it lasted, see I found out last night after calling Robert to find out exactly what the deal is with the lease that we are under contract until July 31st, signing the lease renewal gives us one more year of rent @ the University Suites. I also found out that I fail to hand in my renewal agreement by FRIDAY MARCH 18 (YEAH, TOMORROW!!!!!!), he will give our apartment to someone else for the rest of the summer, already. If we sign that we want it and cannot commit at this time (ie, looking for something else), he will also give it away because there is a waiting list accumulating of people who apparently can't wait. I just don't understand, WHERE IS MY RECIPROCITY?? Ney and I found this two-bedroom in a duplex type place a couple miles away and it's a great deal, however, the entire place is under a dickload of renovation so it looks like shit right now and the walls won't be up to seperate the bedrooms for another 3 weeks... and our lease renewals are due TOMORROW, no ifs ands or buts. If we sign the lease renting another year, a breach of that contract will result in fines of up to a full years' rent... which comes out to about $4400.00. It's a lose lose and I feel like the biggest LOSER and we're not talking pounds here. I am praying that a stroke of genius finds me and helps me solve this disaster because I'm really not wanting to just settle. I live in a GREAT apt, good location, I love it to death but I know it isn't mine forever and I don't know if I can handle this crazy landlord for another year now that he's admitted to his devious ways right in the contract! Something good NEEDS to happen after all this drama!!! I'm HOME next Sunday and that is what I'm looking forward to right now, get me out of this little town with big problems! I will keep you posted... ha ha ha get it? ok bye
Tanya
P.S. I'm also currently going through major Mina withdrawal while she's away (and of course the rest of you skanks too)and it's making me really sad. To make me feel better, you should look at her pictures from New Zealand which are without a doubt aMAZing and can be viewed by clicking here
Love you so much girl, can't wait to see you again!!
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[08 Feb 2005|01:49pm] |
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So by now, I'm sure that I've made it pretty clear that things here in NC have been interesting... a little too interesting, though, in the recent past and now all I want to do is go HOME for a hot second! I am so jealous that I can't make it to Julie's recital, it's where I want to be and I want to be there for her. I've been a little detatched lately and it's making me even more homesick but I've been pressing on because I'm amazing. Oh yeah, I'm working tomorrow night which means I'm going to miss most of the Duke/Carolina game!!!! Duke needs to win or else I'm going to have to hear shit from my friends in Econ, they aren't really my friends though if they support Carolina and their PussyWinkle blue. Anyhow, I've got lots of work to get done and there's no point in putting it off, gah. I love everyone and their moms :-)
GO DUKE! HURT 'EM BLUE DEVILS!
Tanya
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[23 Jan 2005|11:48am] |
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My goodness, last night was indeed a night to rememeber, I finally went out to get fucked up over at a friends for the first time this semester after countless invites, I started feeling anti-social and decided to suck it up and see what the deal was in good ole CULLOWHEE. Yeah and of course last night had to be the night when it started to pour snow and be like, -10 degrees outside. Renee and I decided to cut our evening a little short because I was driving and wouldn't you know, the roads were covered in snow and there were no tracks from other cars because apparently we were the only ones driving about in the Saturnday night blizzard. It's cool though, we made it back here safely where the drinking and such resumed. Wow, it has been a while since I last posted hasn't it? I've had an unusually busy schedule for the past few weeks, having stuff to do is pretty unexpected for me! I actually just recently went to this head shop called Piped Dreams over in Waynesville, NC to purchase a new slide for our bong since I broke the last one. I hadn't even attempted bong rips in over 2 months so for the past few days, in order to make up for lost time of course, I've been walking around without a clue, really. My roommate and I decided to teach ourselves and learn all of the country capitals of the world while under the influence, quiz me bitches I don't care! Anyway, I decided to take 2 weeks off from work at the end of January so I haven't had to go in, I have one more week of freedom!! Things are so much better when you don't have to work, I mean, except that I've been ass broke, I've been almost stress-free man! I cannot even believe how quickly time has flown and at the same time, I'm pretty anxious for this semester to be over already. I'm taking 18 hours which doesn't sound too bad but getting back to work in a week makes me want to hang myself a little bit. Anyhow, I could definitely use the monies so no more bitching about that. My parents are coming down this weekend WITH MY SISTER(!!!!!)and I'm too excited to see them! Hopefully Mina will be riding along with them (one can only hope to be so lucky!) so I can get to see her before she ventures off to New Zealand! I miss my girls already, I miss talking to all of you ladies! I wish the girls around here were half as awesome but I definitely show love for both! On the 26th Renee will be 21! I'm sure that'll help the semester along just a tad ;) On the 27th my DAD is going to be 54! Old but young in heart, haha, biaaaatch! Anywho, I'm working on this gay art project to try and make myself feel better so I'd better get back to it! Love yall one love
Tizzle Bizzle
p.s. for those of you who don't already know, MINA AND JOSH ARE ENGAGED! hooorrraaaay wedding!!!
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HEY OK, so Friday was my last day of Geology and when class ended I stayed behind to talk to my professor for a minute about extra credit. There's this kid in my class and I mean, I guess he's liked me or something of that sort, one morning when it was chilly and we had to go observe the creek for geology, he draped his coat over my shoulders so I would stay warm, I mean, this is the extent of our friendship. I don't even know what his name is. So anyway, back to the last day of class... as I'm waiting to talk to my teacher, he hands me a sheet of paper and keeps on walking, I thought it was a flyer or something but then I stopped to read it- it was a LOVE POEM. COMPLETELY UNSUSPECTEDLY might I add, I really had no clue. The boy has had a secret love infatuation with me, it seems... this is the poem, you tell me what YOU think:
The Lady
She walks,
She talks,
She swangs her hips and walks by.
She's got me hypnotized.
Her smile burns in my mind like a beam of sunshine.
Encouragement to me everytime I need it.
Her eyes pretty brown and dazzling
That can keep me in a daze for days at a time.
With a voice like the sweet melodious sounds of a spring birds song
Hair long, dark, and lovely compliments the beauty without~
And expounds beauty within~
She walks,
She talks,
Her body is like the pyramids
Strong and long lasting
With every piece made perfectly, to fit perfectly.
And create all that is you.
The original page of the book written on the woman.
A lady.
Tanya.
~Woodruff
So I guess his name is Woodruff? Maybe that's his lastname...? yeah dude I don't even know, LOL.
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Apparently, I don't post enough. Sorry bitches my fingers spend too much time up my nose to be typing nonsense ok? Maybe it's been a little while, here let me fill you in... school and work :-(
I did get to go home for Thanksgiving, my time spent in MoCo was nothing short of amazing!! It was definitely what I needed, a good few days to chill with my favs, thanks everyone! Then I get back here and realize the semester is about done! YAAAY! It's been hectic but I mean now it's almost Christmas! Presents! Money! Cookies! NO SCHOOL! I can feel the joy filling my cheeks, oozing through my veins, yeah, you wish you could feel it. Those are all exciting elements of being on break, sure, but the most important factor of all lies in the simple but true fact that I will be given an extended period of time to NOT WORK! I cannot wait, here is my work schedule starting tonight:
Friday 12/03 4:30-Close
Saturday 12/04 9:30-2:00 Meeting @ 3, 4:30-Close
Monday 12/06 4:30-Close
Wednesday 12/08 4:30-Close
Thursday 12/09 6:00-? probably closing
Friday 12/10 4:30-Close
Saturday 12/11 4:30-Close (ACCT 2 exam that morning)
Sunday 12/12 Lord knows when-Close
Yeah, that's next week, the week before all of my finals. Working all weekend. Not only do my managers have absolutely no mercy in making this crazy schedule, when asked if I could possibly get a night off during the week to study my request was denied because "no one else WANTS to work". What? Hey, mother fucker, come here, ASK ME if I WANT to work... give me an ASK. No. I have exams to study for, final projects to hand in and countless other assignments to perfect prior to handing in before Friday, however, it is assumed that I can/want to work because I'm not divorced with kids and an ex-husband who uses crack-cocaine and offers it to the children. Thanks, I'd be glad to it! On top of scheduling conflicts, we have a new manager who is the big boss' cousin who was called to work at the boiler room to escape trouble concerning legal issues (yeah) and has decided to impose a new rule to all wait staff 3 days after he started working with us: any table seating 8 or more guests must be waited on by 2 servers; any gratuity added must be split between two. So, they're going to hire a criminal (?) from out of town to come as a manager, rob us of our tip money and then have ME on the schedule to work 6/7 days the week before my final exams? Yes, ok, let me now hand out the Nobel fucking Prize to the Boiler Room Steakhouse, for having the biggest dick sucking, mother fucking, ass raping sons of bitches on this side of the Tuckasiegee on staff and managing us young aspiring folk. Word of advice to those of you who are wondering- Never move to Franklin, NC. Don't do it. I'm starting to feel a rumble in my bones... something along the lines of an "I QUIT BITCHES!" bubbling to the surface, but I will put my best foot forward until I can no longer deal, until then wish me luck cause it ain't easy! On a better note, something made me laugh today, someone rather click, scroll down to Tabi, take a listen, laugh, she deserves it. I mean who else can sing Xtina quite so badly? Oh wait, I CAN! ;-)
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Omigod ok, so I'm going home on Friday and I could not be more excited!! I need to go out somewhere and do something in which spending so much A LOT of money is absolutely in favor! I can feel the inspiration even in my bones, I am so ready for this! I really cannot wait. In celebration of my excitement, I decided to take the afternoon off. I attended my two morning classes and then spent the rest of the day sitting on the couch watching tv. I really think I got my lazy ass up twice, one time to pee and the second time... well that was to get more cookies from the kitchen... anyway, I deserved a lazy day, I think. I skipped my first class of the semester this afternoon and I mean, I'm satisfied and it's all good. Use me as an example/role model! Ok, the couch is calling to me. Peace out bitches!
Big T
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Oooohh so I'm finally losing my LJ virginity!!! It feels so good, I got pressured more about LJing than anything else within the past year or two... thanks guys (Martita). Anyway, let's jump right in to this weeks' upcoming events! Class on Monday, I may also be going to an Incubus concert in Charlotte but I dunno we'll see. I have a finance quiz on Tuesday. Class then work on Wednesday (bah) but then maybe sex on Wednesday too... let's keep our fingers crossed for Wednesday shall we ;) Anyway where was I? Oh yeah, whatever, boring week ahead. And omigod, Martita why are you so demanding of me? I only have ONE brain that can do ONE thing at a time, maybe two, if you're lucky. Don't call me stupid, i'm just meticulous. Yeah, SAT word. Means extremely careful, synonym for fastidious. Yeah. Thanks. BOOYAKA!!!!!
Tanya
p.s. vote for Pedro
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